Jesus had just received some really difficult news; his friend and forerunner John was dead, beheaded by the cruel and capricious Herod. Feeling saddened by the news, Jesus went across the Lake of Galilee to a deserted place so he could be alone. He needed time to think, to process what had just happened. To take a moment to grieve for John.
Jesus was God but He was also a man. He felt the emotional impact of a difficult situation as keenly as we do. The trauma of loss touched him and he didn’t try to push through the pain and keep going. He took a moment to pause and process what had happened. To spend time in communion with God so that he could find his emotional and spiritual equilibrium again.
It’s ok to take time out to process a difficult situation when we need to. In fact, it’s more than ok, it’s necessary for our emotional and spiritual well being.
It wasn’t long before the people began to wonder where he had gone. Word spread that he had left to go across the lake and the multitude who constantly trailed after him decided to follow. They needed to see Him, needed Him to minister to them. It wasn’t long before the peace and solitude that Jesus craved was shattered by a chorus of thousands of eager voices.
But Jesus wasn’t irritated or angry. Yes, he would have liked to have had some space to process the loss of John but when he looked at the people rushing towards him and saw the eager anticipation on their faces Jesus was moved with compassion for them. The Bible says “And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd.” (Mark 6:34)