THE NOT-SO-SPIRITUAL SIBLING
Small things can have a big impact. That is the underlying premise of the butterfly effect. The idea that something big often has the smallest and humblest origins. Methodism is a textbook example of the butterfly effect, a global, powerhouse movement spawned in a small dorm room at Oxford.
When Charles Wesley decided to follow his brother’s footsteps to Oxford he did so with equal parts of excitement and trepidation. John had always been the more spiritual sibling and he had weathered the challenges of Oxford in remarkable fashion. Charles wasn’t so nimble on his feet. He struggled spiritually in his first year at University. Come to think of it who doesn’t? He came from a deeply spiritual household where he was taught to love and obey God from an early age. His mother was always around while he was growing up to be the voice of conscience, to guide, prompt and steer him in the right direction.
Oxford represented freedom from that constant vigilant watch care and the young Charles Wesley wasn’t quite sure about what to do with all that freedom. There were so many distractions, so many possibilities. A close shave with a certain young actress in London bought Charles to a crossroads and he made a simple choice; to commit his life completely to God. No more gamesmanship, no more flirting with danger. But he also knew that he couldn’t do it alone.