I, CHARLOTTE: THE UNGLAMOUROUS ACTIVIST
Activism has so many different connotations these days. It’s considered glamorous to have a cause. A kind of membership into the club of the intellectual elite. The more passionate you sound the more cultured you seem to be. To be causeless is to be shallow. Surely there must be something that you can connect with? Unless you live under a rock or in the unmapped wilds of the Amazon that is.
For Charlotte de Bourbon espousing a cause didn’t seem glamorous at all. At least not at this particular moment. Not when she had her finger shoved into a gunshot wound under her husband’s right ear in an attempt to stop the flow of blood.
Nope. Nothing glamorous about that.
There was blood everywhere. On her face. On her hands. On her dress. Beside her, her husband moaned in pain. And she tried her best to keep her hand perfectly still to minimize the discomfort.
Around her, the room was an explosion of sound and fury that signified precious little to her. In her mind’s eye, the entire moment was frozen in time and all she could see was her husband.
In the back of her mind, a little voice mocked her. Surely Charlotte, surely you should have known that it would come to this.
Yes. Perhaps she should have. She should have known it from the moment she decided to marry him. She was a Huguenot activist posing as a runaway nun and he was the most wanted man in Europe. Every single gun in Catholic Europe was trained on the head of William of Orange. She’d decided to marry him anyway. Not because she was foolish or had a death wish but because she believed in what he stood for and wanted to stand with him.
Now he was bleeding to death and all she could do was pray to God that his life would be spared. The Reformation needed champions and Prince William of Orange was one of them. They couldn’t afford to lose him yet. Nor could she.
The steady beat of his heart was like a puppet master’s string, holding Charlotte upright and at attention.
She needed to be brave. And she of all people should know what bravery meant.
“Remember Charlotte” she muttered to herself as she felt the last remnants of her sanity begin to slip away from her. “Remember how to be brave”